Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Problems =(

From primary to secondary, i love to write paragraph with full of happiness
but i curious that since when i start addicted with emo
too many things and incident happen around me
I'm really tired with my life that full of sadness

no ones know that y i'm so emotional during rainy day
maybe it already become a habit
Peoples always say that if life knock u down, hit back
i tried but i'm juz kinda failure
but i know i can't give up
I won't give up.

Family start having some problem but looks like nothing is gonna happen
'The mysterious calm be4 the storm'
It really cant imagine what will happen at the next moment
What i can do is pray i guess


Fren either have a lot of problem
hey dude, u know i already tired with ur attitude?
I can't recognize u anymore.
I/m tired =(

Saturday, October 20, 2012

过去。现在。未来。

在我的生活里面,出出进进了很多个女生。当中,有好有坏,我就像是「男人如衣服」里面的lucky owen酱,分手后,他们都各自有了个很好很好的男友呵护着她。已经很久很久没有回忆这种所谓的往事了,毕竟现在的我对以前的「我」很反感=( 往事对我而言,不堪回首。
有人曾经说过,现在正在恋爱当中的我,扮演着女生的角色。其实,有多少个人真正的了解我,了解我走过的道路上,曾经发生过什么事。因为berry事件,老实说我对爱情真的失去了信任=( 被一脚踏两船的感觉,不好受。这事儿,使我侧底改变了。我不再找的回以前的我,感觉我迷失了自己。所以从那天起,我害怕失去,害怕所拥有的,从我指缝中悄悄地流逝而去=(
这次的恋爱,老实说,感觉就很奇妙。我不曾那么认真过,可能你真的是我的mrs right吧=] 你的一切,我都想知道。可能我开始了解什么叫爱情了吧=] 虽然有时候,前面的路很难走,有时候甚至要面对很多问题,但我会坚持下去=] 在一起已经130天了,不曾爱过一个人那么久<3 或许我也可以被列为快要绝种的好男人吧?xD
快要考试啦,期待的考试的来临,因为考试后,我就可以自由了=] 未来的日子,是否有你,仍然是个未知数,但是现在努力的一切,都是因为你<3 倒数27天,加油=]