520?=]

Clock pointing 3.50pm, looks like I had already suffer three hours for revision. I never noticed that today was 20th of may, although I do remember every year to send message to somebody I know who. But tis year for me is quite unique cause suddenly somebody greet me with happy 520. I knew that I didn't deserve to get greeting from someone, maybe I expect too much for my life. I still never lost my mind to thinking someone xD a lot of thing start changing around me, and me still the same wherever a lot factors make me to change. I didn't care anymore cause a lot things won't affect me. Smile, today is 20th of may. Happy 520 to me, happy single day=) lalalalalala...

=]

The chosen

Time flies..A lot of thing start change follow with the time. I always realize that change. A movie told me, something that already happened we should accepted it sincerely if we could not change it to what we imagine for. Life, exam, a relationship that might already broken and a lot. Happiness and sadness always affect our life. One day twenty four hours, why should we spent our time on things that let us down? Peoples always arrogant with their superb attitude and posted on Facebook and show the world that he or she still alive and stand strong to face their problems. Well maybe that was a marvelous methods to release the stress, me either same as the other facebookers xD actually I'm totally tired with my life. Exams, activities, and tuition, these totally make me wanna get into hell>< a life without Facebook aren't the end of the world. What I think was.. A life without music, I think I'll suicide already since my secondary school life get started. Thanks for the creator of the musics. If they don't exist, there will be no future=( now just let music accompany my soul, let me calm down for the moment. There's still have a long distance need me to continue. Really hope that the path I chosen will never be my mistaken on this moment, just like William Shakespeare's quotes, always make hay while the sun shines. God bless me=]

压力压力xD

五月九日。晴天。
今天几乎整天都是好天气，天空看得见的都是白云，蓝蓝的天空，还有飞过的..乌鸦-__-
今天的天气和我的心情十分相似啦，
虽然整整的一天心情都蛮不错，
但是飞过的乌鸦就像是我拿到考卷一样，aou..无言地说><
我很努力的在温习，答考卷时我也很全神贯注，唯一没有的就只有信心吧..
和自己说好的，这次makroekonomi考试我决不会考差给老师看，
但是说实在的..答着问题时，我已经很尽力的在答完所有我会的问题，
但是我依然没有信心可以拿我想的成绩..70分以上:3
为自己set了一个门槛，但是最后自己会问自己，我行吗？
最近我一直逼自己，也不是说逼啦..比以前更加严格了吧..
足足三天我没开面子书,足足三天我很像与世隔绝:3
爸爸前天和我说，我晚上自己起来然后自己坐着道歉><
我完全不知道/.\是压力吗？我很久很久没有半夜起来自言自语咯-__-
哈哈..这场仗还没打完，
我还需要更加努力，明天一样不能打输，
毕竟我好歹也是account student xD
侯嘉俊加油加油加油!!!

残酷的事实

五月七日，雨天.
今天很想以日记的方式更新部落格，
今天是第一天没有上面子书，
今天是第一天考试，
今天..心情比较低落，伤风啊..
什么都不想做..不想听..不想动..
有时候望着电话,总是在想着,
会不会有个人,某个女生主动的信息我..
因为当了主动那么久,也该累了吧,
我不知道这种想法对或错,
有时候还真的希望有个人在我身边哄着我,陪伴我,
想的话什么都有可能，但是现实是残忍的..
不一样的人想法总是不一样,你没有可能绑着某个和你完全没有关系的人一辈子..
或许..或许..
从一开始起我就已经做错了..吧..
狮子座的本性总是想很多..很多很多..
有时候..我还真的希望..
我的想法，变成事实:3

考试前一天xD

明天就考试咯，
我竟然在这个＂风头火势＂的时候更新部落格？
要给人打咯:3 不过也不会有人理我的啦..
我开始习惯了独自一个人，
虽然这几天狂风浪蝶的景象又在开始围绕在我身边，
但是我依然无动于衷:3
或许心里有个人吧..
但渐渐地我开始放弃了,
最近的人与事我开始能够避开就避开，
不知道为什么，我就想要自己一个人..
Broga hill回来，一切已经改变了，我知道..
我不再傻傻的去等待，
我不再傻傻的去单恋，
我不再傻傻地去追求某些我认为不会发生的事与物，
某某今天忽然间信息我，
向我说了抱歉，并问我还有复合的机会吗？
我整个人stun住，呆呆的看着电话，我有看错吗？
因为她，我单身了五个月，如果在五个月前他对我说出这番话，我是想也不想就会接受，
但是我已经死心了很久很久..你是在玩我感情吗？
若还爱，为什么当初向我提出分手？
而原因是不知道?!
我并没有向他说什么，
只是自己在发闷气..
静静自己想一想，
过去啦，不要再想了..
未来依然有人在等待着我，
它叫幸福=]